My life as it is stands moving forward in the light of a new choice
time standa stil when I hide my unique face
I'm at a point now where things are all changing,
No mor pointing fingers no more selfish blaming
I have dealt with and live in scarcity and shame
Player fake and sought approval from everyone i've faced
My real family I call to you please send a signal back
Your nephew and cousin is having his first child, but relax
I'll be new to being a daddy, but I've never really lived
I'm reaching out to you now to you I want to give
Myself an my life my dreams and my wife
I still to engage and wed, but the future says its so
I've seen it in my dreams, the univers says yes to me
I have drugged and put myself under my own magnifying glass
Took the risk, sought the bliss of my sobriety 11 months this
time, I'm not going back to dying, and relying on lies
to disguise my life, I'm not ashamed of my power
I'm an open honest joyfull powerfull man
I create my own universe and my experience is grand
Life is so beautiful weather or not I let it be
A choice is all it takes and love is where I'll lead it.
I choice to live experience and love life UNTO god
My spirituallity is new, my respect for women Is true
trying to hold my breath for too long
I have been a cheater and a liar for too long,
Hello family, honesty is really up for me.
Hi guys this is Chris - Keven's son
Thanks you for reading my update to you guys
Any feedback is very welcome.
I love you guys.
Chris
4 comments:
wow Chris . . . that was a very heartfelt poem/post . . . I'm glad that you are seeing life through new eyes and will pray that your road back to God will be one that fills you with joy and strength.
love you!
hay congrats that is wonderfull!
and as your cus i better get a weding invite and a birth antocment :)
you will love being a partent kids are wonderfull and if you and your family need anything let me now i will do what i can
Love you
Love Brook
Love the poem. I am anxious for you for your new road. Children are wonderful...and the avenue to more growth than you can even imagine. Thanks so much for sharing.
Love,
Aunt Connie
It's been busy but I'm finally here!
Thanks for the poem Chris. Do you write much? I love poetry - writing and reading.
Hope all goes well when the new little one arrives. As Brook said, I'd like to know when all this takes place.
And as Aunt Connie said, children will certainly make you grow!
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